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LoveI thought hard about you
Those months have been new to me
I thought I only loved once
but you proved me wrong
I find it silly how stupid I can be
perhaps I was in fantasy
but you whispered words
I thought I would never hear
you where so sincere
full of sweet honey
I couldn't believe my eyes
A beautiful person
standing by my side
you where selfless
but full of a careless aroma
A likable person to people
I love it
I don't think my heart can scream enough
quit distracting me with you loving gaze
quit putting me first
I thought I loved one gender
i was stupid
I have no definition to who I am
or what I want
Love has no definition
I will love whom I please
even if society doesn't see it
that's why I chose him
that's why I am with him
because my heart told me
I want to be with him
TimeMy hand winds the clocks hand
I follow each number
each minute each hour
I count to ten
the many times you left me alone
I wonder what i could of said before you left
when you told me you where working late again
you pat my head with your large hands
you barely glanced at my lonely eyes
I wanted to run after you but I knew better
I should of known
that you wouldn't be coming home
i stared at the clock for hours
waiting for you
How should i have known
what had happen to you?
I wind the clocks hand
hoping to relive your memory
hoping that by some chance
you would come back
telling me you love me again
I wish you would just come home
so that things would be ok again
Why didn't I stop you that day?
there was only one word I wanted to tell you
I love you
WallsI have painted these walls with thousands of coats
I still see the blue smudged on the walls
where i used the chalk for the sky
the more i paint them
the more i forget
they where just distant memories
I think about the past
how many things use to fill me
but here I am making space for him
I pointed at the stars smiling
this is just for you
I had such a broken smile then
My walls are turning white
from the constant coats
I turned to him smiling
with the most sincere stare
this is just for you
I painted a whole new world
just to show him
he means to me
moonYou twists colors in front of me
I have the right words
The right feelings
but shove them inside staring at you
I have them at the tip of my tongue
they're bitter sweet
I want to tell you but I thought it was too soon
watching on what you would do
What cruel joke is this?
we watched the moon
holding our cold hands so tight
you were warm
it was just right
stumbled on my words
you stared at the moon with a curious look
I stared at you with a fluttering heart
I felt my chest tighten
my stomach writhe
I can't explain it
what you're doing to me
it's so hard
I hate you for it
EmotionsHands held me from all sides
there emotions pent up and thrown over me
I felt there burdens on my frame
They ask for love
but I can't give it
there forces strong
I caved in to there will
But did they care to listen to me?
I gave in
did they care to hear my tears?
did you even ask...
I always thought
Will it always be like this?
but you waited with patience
you took your time with me
you held me close
told me not to cry
you caught me when I fell
when I stumbled clumsily
you where gentle
it was all that I asked for
You waited for me
no one ever has
I was scared
driven to a corner
each day you waited
you watched silently
If this is for this little time
I would like to spend the rest of my time with you
Don't follow meYou touch my shoulders
I stiffen at your cold hands
you whisper several things
but it's weird
I can't understand your words
I feel myself slipping in the dark
your frosted over me
your beauty a mystery
but I am drawn to you
how long have you been watching?
How long have you stood there
I fear you
Sticky notesAm a planet so close yet so far
your hands reach as far as the moon
yet it was never so close for a touch
Don't get me wrong
I looked down many stairs
but I just didn't want to take the steps
A planet too far for your reach
yet so close to your breath
I can hear your heart dying
but I smile solemnly to myself
Because you're so close
yet so far
I can say many things
but I don't think words are needed
I am the planet you can never grasp
Dear MeDear Eighteen Year old me
This Might seem odd to you
but I must Inform you that Not of it is all so bad
You will Grow up to many wonderful things
Many Painful Obstacles
You Have already gone through so much
but that was just the beginning
Life goes on that is something that you must remember
no matter what happens
Dear Eighteen year Old me
Love is a shy and spouting nonsense of things
But in that Nonsense there is always reason
I came to Inform you
that when there is a chance of sprouting love
Don't ever let go
you will meet the most beautiful
most amazing person
they will make you smile
They will make you cry
but all those moments will be worth it
You won't regret it at all
Dear Eighteen Year Old me
Remember that Life comes with hardship
You have ruffled the edge of the first step
Now keep climbing the mountain of your own
Remember the people you have helped
remember that you love the people you have met
Don't forget that everyday
is a new day
Remember people have c
WaitAlthough My dreams are on a thin string
I will keep on moving
I have shaky legs
but I won't bite my lips till they bleed
I will just keep on walking forever
I get up
I fall on my face
I may bleed but I will always learn
I have watched the faces of the disappointed
I pity these weary faces
my heart aches in a twisted turn
we are only human
I feel your hearts
I feel your thoughts burrowed deep in your head
I will always think about all of you
I can't do a thing but stick this string on you all
so I wait
I wait silently
For all of you
GrayscaleWhen our young eyes were bright with life,
We saw the world in black and white,
But our naïveté faded away,
And now we see the shades of gray.
20 years or 20 mishapsyou are
sexed in a thought
without the action
your belly grows
white as the years
eat me eat me swallow
me whole, spit out the
bones and relish
didn't anyone ever tell you?
didn't anyone ever warn you-
i am thick as water
when it sinks to
you can see
to my insides,
they used to
boil when i danced.
you used to
compliment my hair,
you used to grab my hand
and call me angel
or 20 mishaps?
it's hard to tell
it's hard to care
I ruined myself for relationshipsYou all remember
a time when you were sixteen
and a little insecure ;
we watched them,
kissing passionately in the middle of the street,
mushing their faces in the train station,
licking each other out on the dance floor.
And we were jealous.
We all want to be held tight
touched like we're more tempting
than a double chocolate cake.
I don't know if I do,
What I liked most about us,
were the way we kissed,
closed-lipped, soft and innocent
and the way you touched me
like I'm more precious
than my body weight in gold
could ever be.
What am I to youWhat am I to you?
Am I brother a son a friend?
Am I a demon full of sin?
Wandering this planet
Spreading my blasphemy
That states that life is sacred
And should not be taken lightly
What am I to you?
Am I a sinner or saint?
Am I ridding this world of taint?
Healing the sick and feeding the poor
Stopping the hate and saving the whores
Do I seem more holy than any man before?
What am I to you?
Am I a monkey or ape?
Pounding my chest as soon as I wake
Eating bananas and bugs
Like ants flea ticks and slugs
Do I look primitive?
Fighting and pissing where I sleep and live
What am I to you?
Am I a human flawed but not evil
Not a god nor a devil
Am I beautiful in your eyes?
Or do you look at me and despise
The way I am
Cruz when I look at you
You’re on candid cam
Hating and judging who I am
But what I am is a man who still loves you
Even though you don't love me too
Gaijin PobmaThe mushroom whose theme I listen to all day
1 hour extended
Wild fantasies of loving Goomba nights
Not quite what he'd intended.
I was lost, politically incorrect and broken
But life granted me one last token
Never could I regret when that pathetic pastime
Found itself sundered.
The immature mind thundered
The arcade shook and my controller got angry and ripped itself in half
Gaijin Gomba showed me that Mega Hombre Cinco was a good game.
Thank fucking God he did that or I would be trapped.
I first found his videos
It was a lonely dark night
I felt like everyone hated me
I shrank from every site;
And Youtube again beckoned my sad mouse forth
Before my soul would meet that fading torch.
As soon as I saw that character jump up on the screen, I shrieked
I broke the forth wall for him, courteous to what I seek
The massive glass pane was crushed, and glass shards fell on both of us
He had to go to the emergency room, and he sent me a cease and desist letter the next day.
Gotta Be StrongSome days,
You just gotta breath,
Can't let things,
Get you down.
Pick yourself up,
Go, go, go,
Life isn't perfect,
What's right and true,
Will triumph in the end,
Even with everything else.
Stress will treat you,
Wrong and right,
Gotta keep going,
Can't stop moving,
Even as tears strike.
No ones there,
TO keep you falling apart,
Trying not to lose it,
Even as it feels like,
Everything is shattering,
Millions of pieces.
Good to the bad,
Bad to the good,
Gotta hope for the best,
Gotta hold together,
In the presence of others,
Can't let it go,
Gotta be strong.
Poetry Doodle 2I embrace cacophony in its silence
With flurries of
You looked in,
I looked out,
Like I breathed tonight
You can use your will tomorrow
To fly spirits
And nameless enunciations
The only thing
You created was
Lions on AcidCake consumes cob:
it's a natural order from the deities of tobacco.
Faith dies when it won't come true.
It's hard to tell what came and what we simply never knew
If I saw you right now, I'd pretend we were red soda again.
I'd tell you stories about ponies and plants and perfume and
I'd lick the sticky, icky essence of your mind. It's rather
that you didn't kill yourself
Because, we are men.
That means that if you were dead,
I'd dance around in a kilt like a man waiting for
cannons and barets
and time to reverse so that
You and I were just lonely like lions and
did you know they were lonely?
Kings and things….
Pegasi with fucked up tails and crisply burnt wings,
dying and dyeing.
Don't remind me why. It's november
in my heart.
It gets too cold when we remember
that we may not be human.
I don't feel like I fit the description.
I can twist the tippy top of my toes until the
Looking in the glassit crumbles under my feet
am not afraid to die
I don't wish for more
I can hear the bodies
falling like leaves
one by one
I can hear the cries of women
the pleas of men
Im the only one behind
I let go
following the steps of heaven
a row of them
I follow behind
I got to heaven
only to ended up selling my soul
looking for someone that didn't go
i got left behind again
looking for someone i didn't know
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